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Blood stained&[apathetic]
[angelic whore], you /forgot/ how to l i c k the powder off the razorblades
Created on 2008-03-16 05:07:39 (#15160231), last updated 2008-04-12
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| Name: | love_me_holland |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1988-12-09 |
Well, I'll tell ya stuff that describes me and what I like/am like: faries, whiskey, late night desert drives, moon and stars, silk, darkness, prince, dog, tattoos, strawberry wine, floating in the summer, spring nights, wind chimes, dancing, solitude, cherry, lone traveler, vampires, purple, happy tears, emotionally high, swinging, Santa Monica, lazy afternoons, Jazz.
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Since most of my friends here are ana/mia and nobody from my real life knows this journal, I guess I'll come right out w/it- I'm anorexic and nobody has caught on to me yet, and luckily I have great support from my LJ community "Achieving Perfection", a great group of peoples, really! ^_^ I'm 140 lbs, 5 years back before I became anorexic I weighed 232 lbs and god, it was disgusting. Before that I'd never had a b/f and not many friends except those who were also fat(ter) and life just sucked, cuz all the things I love now I couldn't do back then. I still have a long way to go before I reach my 2nd LTG, 115 lbs. When I get there,I'll work on my final gw, 109 lbs. I'll be so happy if I can reach it! My reward for 115 is a big butterfly tattoo that I drew as fanart from Suicide Club (my fave. movie). My reward for 109? A whole new wardrobe, for starters ^_^ and then I'll think about dating >.< That'll be fun.
Anyway, I'm working on my fasting because I've always had the most trouble with that. I really think I can do it though with all the support from my friends here and I hope I can give'em the same! Please add me and let's be friends, <3
*Edit*
Since most of my friends here are ana/mia and nobody from my real life knows this journal, I guess I'll come right out w/it- I'm anorexic and nobody has caught on to me yet, and luckily I have great support from my LJ community "Achieving Perfection", a great group of peoples, really! ^_^ I'm 140 lbs, 5 years back before I became anorexic I weighed 232 lbs and god, it was disgusting. Before that I'd never had a b/f and not many friends except those who were also fat(ter) and life just sucked, cuz all the things I love now I couldn't do back then. I still have a long way to go before I reach my 2nd LTG, 115 lbs. When I get there,I'll work on my final gw, 109 lbs. I'll be so happy if I can reach it! My reward for 115 is a big butterfly tattoo that I drew as fanart from Suicide Club (my fave. movie). My reward for 109? A whole new wardrobe, for starters ^_^ and then I'll think about dating >.< That'll be fun.
Anyway, I'm working on my fasting because I've always had the most trouble with that. I really think I can do it though with all the support from my friends here and I hope I can give'em the same! Please add me and let's be friends, <3
Interests (37):
ana, anime, antique shops, clubbing, coffee, comics, dancing, drawing, driving, fashion, fast rides, fasting, germany, japan, losing weight, madness, manga, money, moonlit walks, music, norway, past lives, photography, roller coasters, self-harm, self-obsession, sex, sexuality, shopping, sleeping, sociology, strawberry, summer, swisher cigs., techno, vodka, writing
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